Good eating, bad mood day ;(

I think I am just trying to mentally get myself through the next 33 days until I get my lap band. I don't seem to really want to deal with anything, even normal day to day stuff seems a huge chore to be honest!! I got up late today, did some housework and just had a really lazy day watching tv until I went to bed tonight. I really am not eating much but I feel I need to get into some sort of routine and a positive frame of mind... It almost as if I have just checked out of reality today. Hope tomorrow will be better.. Fat kisses xx